But I'm Not (Pawel Grabowski) uses field recordings, found sounds, objects, and processed live instruments to create nightmarish, meditative, and immersive dark ambient / electroacoustic soundscapes.

"This album is about trauma and PTSD. The music portrays the emotional loop... the continuous reminiscing about the traumatic event, the never-ending anxiety and paralyzing panic attacks... from which a traumatized person simply cannot escape. I call this state the daemon trance (and, unfortunately, I know it far too well...)".

Pawel Grabowski has released music on such labels as Drone Records, Mystery Sea, and Cronica. Mastered by Colin Potter (Monos, Ora, Nurse With Wound). Digipak with artwork by Artur Mieczkowski.